She

Just finish MSN chatting with her.

Today we touched that sensitive topic again.

I don't know what is my role in her life. She asked me, whether i mind this blur blur relationship between her and me. She never gave me an answer. Actually I wanted an answer very much, but at the same time I am afraid of knowing this answer.

I have been wooing her for almost one year. Is it my first time to offer to approach a gal? Anyway, I let everyone know what I am now wooing her. I don't care what the result will be, even she does not want to be with me. But I will still love her.

I have been keeping telling myself that I should be ready for the fact that she may just consider me as a normal friend, and there will never be anything more than friends happen between us. I am eager to know an answer. But I don't wanna give her any pressure. any pressure...

The bad thing is that: I am afraid that if I am too ready for her refusal, I may lose my own passion for her. Luckily, it has not yet happened.

Give her some time. I love her. Sometimes, I am too rational, although most people agree that love should be emotional...

But I believe rational love could last long. And I believe in the end she will know me.

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I have talked too much. I only need to remember one thing: as long as she is happy.